Again and Again

There are so many things I wanted to say but can’t even find the words nor even a simple opportunity to say them. I question myself when I will finally be saved. True enough I find happiness in lending my hand out but speaking out is a different story. It’s just too hard. I don’t even know what to feel and think anymore. Making it worse is after I lend my hand, a little while later, they fall again. Again and again and again and again. I keep myself positive and optimistic, happy and cheerful, but there are times I just feel so drained. I wonder where the real me has gone. But now is not the time for me to be this way. School starts again soon. I will find my answer to life and finally find my meaning. I can only hold on.

Semi-Hiatus

For an unknown amount of time, I’ll be having a semi-hiatus. With this, I will minimize the blog updating from now on in order to clear out my mind of several personal things. However, do still expect random quotes, articles, and other content of mine to pop out time to time, but not as frequent as before temporarily. I’ll treat this blog as an archive from now on instead of a daily thought station. But regardless I will still check time to time if anyone has any questions or wish to know anything about my specialized topic fields. Thank you and pardon this inconvenience.

SP Family

SOMETHING RANDOM FOR MY FRIENDS ONLY. It’s short and pointless. Other people might not understand the thing since it’s all based from personal RP experiences so don’t bother reading it.

It was a quiet day in Pleasantville. A sky so blue, the water so calm and bright, it was seemingly a perfect day. Yes, a typical introduction that is constantly ever overused in damn stories. AREN’T YOU TIRED OF READING THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER?! YES?! WELL, THIS CALLS FOR A REVOLUTION!! EVERYONE MUST FROM NOW ON GIVE COMPLETELY RANDOM AND POINTLESS HEADING PARAGRAPHS. *gets blasted into space*

HEY YOU!!!! DISCLAIMER: I don’t own most of the characters. They’re either originals of my numerous friends’ or from videogame or anime title. The only character I truly own here is Fial. SETTING IS BASED FROM “RAGNAROK ONLINE” WITH THE MIX OF “THE SIMS 2″ GAME! RO isn’t mine. Sims 2 isn’t mine, either. RO is by Gravity Inc. while is by Maxis/EA Games as much I want their babies, they’re not mine. =(

Cei = Manly

You know what… my professor announced something late and I ended up checking it late as well, resulting in a complete waste of time after I arrived in school only to find that certain late announcement in my mail. So I’m right here in school, no class with time wasted, just waiting for my brother to get back here so I can get home again. I wonder if he did that on purpose as a trap. If he did, he sure did a good job.

Aside from that, I’m worried about Mei-imouto. She wasn’t on today, which is unusual… I wonder if anything happened. I hope it’s just a thunderstorm or she’s just out with family or friends, or something… and also, currently chatting with Cei-kun:

Deline: (06:35:02 pm) Man I still feel sorry for your finger. You get injured a lot Cei =( *worries* Take care of yourself more D:

Ceiron:(06:35:25 pm) I’m a man, I do this to myself more often than you can imagine

Ceiron: And I’m one of the more “sensible” senior boys

Deline: You’re… a masochist? >=( ?!!!! (j/k)

Ceiron: If I was, Yuu’d kick me out

Deline: (06:36:45 pm)LOL

Bump, bump~

Oh~ It seems that WordPress has improved their dashboard features and design. I preferred the old colors, personally… But it seems the new design is more organized and clean to work with. Thank you, WordPress! (But a personal opinion, maybe you can include interface color selection in the future for users to pick their own dashboard colors~ Won’t that be fun?)

Anyway, right now, I’m almost on my summer vacation. Next week is our last one for lectures and such, and then the final exams shall come. I’m finally getting my long-awaited rest. I also have a looser schedule for next term! I just want to apologize to Noir and Stacky that I didn’t get to be in the same CATHWOR class as them. I highly doubt I’d be able to adjust the schedule as well, since my dad already likes my current one… Another good news, though, is that my annoying cold is almost fully recovered~

Experimental Clip

It’s been a while since I last made a small GIF clip. I must be getting rusty. Took me longer just for this little bugger here. (And a free promotion for the game?– Yeah, you know you want to join us, you random dweller, you.)

2 sample dance clips of my dancer, Terrence, from Audition: Online Dance Battle. Just one part from my favorite, stupid Beat-Up mode.

Not Dial-Up friendly, maybe. Unless you’re willing to load it all up. ->

We are not Peter Pan.

Deline: GOOD NIGHT! TAKE CARE SIS, I <3 YOU!
Zexy: I <3 YOU TOO!!! DON’T FORGET TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS AND REMEMBER THAT YOU CAN’T FLY!
Deline: WHAT? DAMN!!!
Zexy has left the conversation.
Deline: Shit. No wonder I felt my spleen crack when I woke up this morning.

Give A Link Back (GLB) Union

After cleaning up my blog of unwanted entries and starting once again fresh with a new layout and banner, I also decided to start a new circle. Talk about Easter and new lives.

Now, some of us may already know about the Japanese circle, Online Fanarts Protection (OFP), which is currently not updated for it died a long way back. Information about the circle is minimum and we don’t even know what happened to the author(s). All we do know is that even though it’s no longer updated, people (usually Japanese) still follow it as a classic, shining rule. However, being on a new world, I thought to start an all-new policy that artists may or may not agree to. It’s actually pretty simple and you’ll be surprised how some are already using it but not really consciously evident.

Continue reading about the formed union: GLB Union * click here.

Please support the policy if you find the idea much more open and fulfilling, use the banner or link back to my entry– spread the word. Thank you!

Noir-tan and the Asus Eee PC Contest~

My Noir-tan imouto~~ is currently in 3rd place in a national contest~~! (Was it, Noir? Stab me if I said it wrong…) The Asus Eee PC Design Contest Philippines that would have fabulous prizes for the winners… One of which, for the 1st place winner, is having his/her work design to be used and printed unto the Asus Eee PC itself. The voting is on-going at the moment. The contest, simply said, is themed after a Philippine-related setting. Read the rest about the contest here.

I remember yesterday we were both sulking over the seemingly worthless picks of people winning who are not even related to the contest’s theme and also when we saw completely useless submissions that weren’t even exerted of effort… But over in just one night, she’s suddenly rising to third place with a great number of votes… Noir-tan, omedetou…~ I’m so proud of you…

Please vote for No. 00319, Noir’s wonderful vector of a Philippine Festival Mask Theme…~ I’m happy to say she did a very great job in the digital portrait and her choice of colors are very good, plus the work itself is amazingly clean and simple. If I could visualize it as a printed design, it would look so colorful. I hope it wins! I’d really like to see it in actual life…

I has teh kyoot chefie.

Ceiron: o_o
Deline: Well look who’s here
Deline: *hugs Cei*
Ceiron: Hai
Zexy: !
Zexy: A WILD CEI APPEARED!
Ceiron: /omg
Zexy: XD
Deline: LOL
Deline: Get the pokeball
Robin: gotta catch ‘em all!!!
Zexy: LISTEN CEI:
Zexy: GET IN THE DAMN POKEBALL! *points to the tiny ball*
Ceiron: O_o;;
Zexy: <3 Pretty please?
Ceiron: *stares at tiny ball*
Ceiron: Uhh…
Zexy: Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase?
Ceiron: It’s smaller than my fist
Zexy: ….D:
Zexy: Then shrink!
Deline: It’s magical
Deline: It sucks you in
Deline: By some unexplainable force
Ceiron: If it holds a cow, it can hold me
Ceiron: Let me at it
Deline: *puts Cei in pokeball*
Ceiron: *shakes violently 3 times before admitting defeat like in the games*
Zexy: Yaaaay~
Deline: *insert insane Team Rocket-like laugh here*
Zexy: WOULD YOU LIKE TO GIVE CEI A NICKNAME? >D
Deline: Cei-kawaii-kun *shot and stabbed*
Robin: o_O
Zexy: OKAY
Deline: *lol’d* CKK his nickname
Zexy: FROM NOW ON… CEI SHALL BE CEI-KAWAII-KUN!
Deline: …or just CK
Deline: He’s leet, he even has teddy bear grand cross and Nagisa’s favorite FD+JT combo
Zexy: Oooooh~~~ *approves*
Deline: …other than that
Deline: CEI-KUN, WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE T^T <3333333333333
Zexy: BECAUSE HE BE CEI!!
Ceiron: o.o;;
Zexy: <3

edit;

Deline: SEE EVEN NOIR AGREES
Ceiron: What?
Ceiron: …
Ceiron: ….
Ceiron: *runs*
Deline: >DDDDDDDDDD
Ceiron: D=
Deline: *hugs* x3
Ceiron: Onoes, Noir’s on
Ceiron: *runs and brbs*
Ceiron: Back
Deline: XD Wb~
Deline: Noir had to go for a bit, someone had to use the PC
Ceiron: Lol, I see
Ceiron: Gives me more time to run
Deline: DAMN YOU >=|
Deline: *puts in pokeball!*
Ceiron: Gahh
Deline: :3 *goes to find Noir to give* <3
Ceiron: *shakes around*
Deline: XD <3333
Deline: Awwh x3 *cuddles pokemon Cei*